Wow, there is one more day of winter break left.

I can't believe it went by so fast and so slowly at the same time. I'd say it went pretty well...minus the gaining 10 pounds part! I'm pretty sure most of it is water weight but you can definitely tell by looking at my face that I've gained weight. It's gotten really puffy and disgusting and I hate it. I keep promising myself I'll be good food-wise before school starts, but it's not working. I eat a lot when I'm bored, which is all the time. There's always so much good food around the house! Not to mention I'm going to Olive Garden with my uncle, aunt, and cousins tomorrow. It's not the best equation for losing weight, but I'll be back on track for sure starting Monday. I can't wait to look skinnier, prettier, etc.

New Year's Eve/Day was so much fun! I went to M's for a sleepover and we partied hard. I love those girls to the max and we always have so much fun together.

I still haven't talked to H. It's a little weird but I'm getting more and more used to it. He and K broke up today. I can't believe that happened...I think he knows that if he were to ask me out again I'd say no. I feel bad, but at the same time I feel like he deserves it. I like T a lot...too bad he's most likely going to be dating another girl by the end of this week. He always tells me he needs a girlfriend and that he's so lonely...I want to scream in his face that I'm right here! I'll be his girlfriend! It seems a little desperate but I really just wish I could shake him and tell him to look at what's right in front of his face. I'm sure if I just wait it out it'll happen, but I'm not sure I want to wait that long.